I'm Such a Nerd :D

I've been playing video games for as long as I can remember. As young as
4 years old I've played games and have always and always will be good
at them.

Video games is in my blood. My entire biological family have been gamers.

Kinda cool no? ;P

One thing I really like is seeing the evolution of games and gamers alike.
Games have come a very long way. They've totally advanced in graphics
and complexity. I remember being a kid and thinking the pre-rendered
cutscenes for Syphon Filter for the PS1 being totally realistic. Now look
at Final Fantasy XIII-2 and it's literally life-like.

God I feel so old reminiscing about my past.

Now the evolution of gamers. They haven't evolved very well. The skill
level of todays generation of gamers is low. They don't know much about
games. They prefer to use hacks to "improve" in the game and with the
inclusion of achievements/trophies there's no end to bad gamers.

I wouldn't call this coming generation gamers, but hackers as that does
seem to best describe them.

Not only that but gamers, from my younger generation, have changed as
well. They get angry at developers for the simplest of things and they get
really butthurt for no reason.



One thing I'll always love though are soundtracks to blockbuster games
like Halo, Killzone, Uncharted, and the 'The King of Fighters' King of
Soundtracks OST.

I Am Happy.

I'm finally together with the one I thought I lost. I won't repeat
the same mistakes twice.

Also I need to blog more. I'll trying coming up with more topics or
open a question box to get in more suggestions.

Not that many people read this anyways it'd be nice if somehow I got
random questions to blog about.

Coffee Tastes Off

I don't know what it is right now. I made coffee as I usually do. Super
strong heart attack mode but for some reason today it tasted a little
differently.

Maybe it's the type of coffee? I've been having Folgers for a few weeks
and picked up a Tim Hortons tin. Remember the last post about Tim
Hortons having not so good coffee? I think that might be the reason.

Either that or I didn't put as much sugar as I usually do.

Oh well. Thanks for reading a pointless thought lol.

I Love to Sing and Sad Endings!

I can't stop beating FF XIII-2. The ending is soo sad. I love the game but damn
the ending is sad. I really love how they broke the happy ending mold of other
games. Makes it more original.

Also! I love to sing! Just letting ya know. It's mostly low songs cause I can't hit
high notes.

Alternate Twitter Account. AfterDark

I have made the decision to create an "AfterDark" twitter account. I'm still
not decided when or if I'll use it but it'll be there for now.

Follow it at: @KazAfterDark

I'm still divided if I should use it or not.

Best Soup EVER!!!

Nothing tastes better than a homemade soup with fresh ingredients. My
brother-in-law's mother stopped by and made us all a fresh batch of soup
for dinner.

It wasn't anything special. It had the generic vegetables, noodles, and even
had chicken legs. But as all culinary artists say, "Soup without broth is a salad".
Or actually I made that up right now but it's pretty true.

The broth was amazing spiced. Wasn't too salty nor spicy. Very slightly tickled
the throat and it was warm.


I love homemade soup. A lot better than the ones you buy in the can.

Getting Better at SC5

That I am. Even better with ZWEI and am even starting to use a lot more
of the characters.


ZWEI is cool but it balanced. SC5 characters aren't so I have to try and
stay in the game from now on.

I hope to be able to use a lot more than ZWEI soon.

Dane Cook!!!

If you are on the main page and scroll down you'll see the most epic of
things EVER!

Dane Cook quotes. He's a comedian if you don't know him. He's hilarious
and probably the only person to make me laugh hysterically.

If you have the time look him up on youtube. He's hilarious!

Addictive Game!!!!

Music Matrix

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All Nighters

I like doing them from time to time as there is so many random shizz going
on in the interwebs during the night.

Everything from Omegle to random tweets from the VOID BEYOND!


There is one thing, maybe two things, I dislike about them though x.x

I can't go upstairs to eat or I'll wake people up OR I'm thirsty as all hell
before I decide to do it and get distracted by my video games :P

It's still enjoyable though.

Clean Shaven

I haven't done this since I was 13.

I had winning facial hair that everyone adored but now it's at the bottom of
the drain now. I felt like since people kept thinking I was 30 I'd go clean
shaven and actually feel young again.


People are going to be extremely surprised to see me since I've had facial
hair for a good few years now.

Well. Off to reveal the new younger me ;P

Super Clueless

I have tried RSS as a friend of mine, yes I do have friends, suggested it. I'm still
not too entirely sure about it but hopefully it works.

My blog is coming together real nicely though. I really like that I have someplace
to rant without being criticized :P

Here's to hoping for more followers!!!

New Person

I definitely feel like a new person now. I asked that "would-be" friend a question on his formspring account and well... it really gave me some perspective on what I was doing.

I was only begging for attention. I guess I only wanted attention and not friends. Well, I sure as hell never got attention :P but ya know. Sh*t happens.

I took a good long look at myself though and why I was thoroughly depressed. My upbringing wasn't the easiest. I saw everyone around me in pain so it felt like my responsibility to carry that burden. To hold everyone's pain and sorrow on my shoulders. To this day I've been doing that and it's really messed with my head.

That answer though gave me something new. A rough awakening. A good ol' fashioned slap in the face.

I no longer carry everyone's burden. I'm 18. I'm an adult. I'll be living on my own soon and I don't need stuff like that slowing me down. I live for myself now.

I just hope he can forgive me. I apologized for my behavior but sometimes apologies aren't ever enough. I don't need friends or attention. I just have to be positive. Friends and attention are only extras in that.

I've always beat myself up but said the nicest things to others. No longer though. I'll say nice things about myself too and about people ^-^

I've really got to start practicing what I preach and adulthood seems like a good start.

No one reads this but hey, it's good to just get it out there. Thanks for reading!! :3

Art, Art, ART!

One of my earliest drawings done in digital format. I can't think of anything to rant or think about right now so I figured, "I'm an artist. I should upload something to my blog!". Ya... Anyways I know there's a mistake. The sword should be casting a shadow on the arm but I was kind of in a rush when I colored and what not. This took forever to do when I was an amateur at using my tablet. Anyways~

I'm planning on uploading more of my outdated art. Hopefully it gets me some more attention ;P

I'm Annoying

I just can't control it for some reason. I try not to be but I guess
that's how my personality is. No wonder I have no friends ^-^;

It's even worse when I make a new friend. I'm not myself and
say things I shouldn't AND it sounds worse when I stutter. Yes,
I stutter when I'm excited or really happy -.-

*sigh* I know it's who I am and people will just have to accept
that but you all know how painful it is to be alone. Or not.


Just sucks I can't change who I am as easily as I change channels :\

Favorite Drinks

Everyone has 'em and it ranges from water to something as extreme as something
named after a sex position ;P

This is my list in no particular order:

Coca-Cola
Smirnoff Ice
Smirnoff
Kokanee
Cream Soda
Root Beer
Flavored Water :3

And my all time fav would have to be MONSTER Energy Drink ^~^


No one follows this but if there is. What are your favorite drinks?

Latte's SUCK!

D:< I had a latte and it shall be my last. Isn't it just steamed milk and hot water? I think so
but I got MINT CHOCOLATE not hot water!

I shall never buy another latte again. I'll stick to my cappuccinos, coffee, and general randomness
thank you very much.

At least it's another roll up the rim to win cup :D yay!

$10,000 here I come!

Rolled Up the Rim and Won

Earlier today I blogged about the sweet god-like liquid I got this morning. Well
I decided to roll up my rim now and I won myself something totally fabulous and
awesome!!!

Not a car

Not a 3DHDTV

Not a camera or money

But I won a free coffee or latte ;P

I feel so special now. Hope to use it soon!!!

My Personality Sucks

Well to me it does. Everyone calls me kind, amazing, handsome, funny, etc. BUT I do not believe it ;P

Why? You may ask. Well for a few reasons.


Whenever I make a new friend, which is really rare, I get... weird. I try making jokes but overdo it.
I try to start small talk but end up talking about me most of the time, and it's either that or I'm
talking about what I like most about the other person.

There's a certain dragon out there I feel I've weirded out a little bit too much.

I'm not sure if he'd want to talk again after I talked his ear off about how much I'm in love with
his art and what not.

Woe is me and all that jazz but I seriously have to learn to control myself and just be who I am
instead of showing off and cracking horrible jokes no one laughs to.


Just my thoughts on the matter. Go about your business now :P

Oh Sweet, Sweet Nectar of the Gods!

If you're wondering what I'm talking about it's coffee. I live in Canada and Tim Hortons
is where pretty much everyone goes to buy their coffee now :P

I normally don't drink as it doesn't sit well with my stomach but to have it hand delivered
to you as you awake from your slumber then tasting the sweetness is a total "omg ima
melt" moment :P

I think I still prefer home-brewed coffee and Mcdonalds after they changed their brew
and it actually tastes good now. And the best part about Mcdonalds coffee is it doesn't
make my stomach churn.

I'll be buying Timmies (As we call it) for a while as it's Roll Up the Rim to Win month.

Hope I win something :P WISH ME LUCK!

Soul of ZWEI

So. I've been playing Soul Calibur V since the day it was released.

I really love one of the new characters who've joined the fray.

His name is Z.W.E.I (pronounced 'tsuvai'), which means 2 in German, and he has got to
be the hardest character to use.

His range is limited. He's very slow. Also he has average strength.

But what drew me to him were exactly those reasons. Also the werewolf part but oh well.

He commands a wolf spirit similar to the one seen in Tekken Tag Tournament. The one seen
behind Unknown. The spirits name is E.I.N which means 1 in German.

I'm of the few who actually use him though. He's a very underrated character. His design
is smooth and functional and it's cool Tekken might have another link to Soul Calibur other
than the Manji Clan and Yoshimitsu.

In the end. ZWEI is very hard to control and master. He's very slow moving. If you don't
think you can control him you probably can't.


I prefer ZWEI over all the characters. He demands skill to use.


ZWEI gets a 10/10 for me.

The World Is SO NOT FAIR!

*sigh* The world just isn't fair. I've learned this and was brought up that way.

I'm a really nice guy or... I try to be. I joke and make people laugh. It makes
me feel so good when others are laughing and smiling. But in the end... they
aren't my friends and later we never talk. I try to but they never listen.

Then there's those I met in my life. Total assholes. Hmph *sigh* They always
seem to have hundreds of friends.

Where's the logic in that?

Just a short rant. Don't feel so good right now.